|
[16 Apr 2008|04:47pm] |
I miss him.
but over this fucking shit.
plus, theres someone who tends to make me smile, on a hourly basis. haha.
|
|
|
[27 Nov 2007|09:55pm] |
|
I'm pretty sure I can call this the longest 36 hours of my life as of right now.
|
|
| Stolen from Adneris |
[07 Nov 2007|08:00am] |
1. Who eats more? We probably eat the same amount, We split portions. But it depends on the day.
2. Who said "I love you" first? Um I'm pretty sure we counted down the letters of LOVE. So for a while it was I L You. But I think it was him, Even though I think I meant it first.
3. Who weighs more? Him, but hes a skinny mother fucker, and he has 7 inches on me.
4. Who sings better? Him. I don't sing around other people for a good reason.
5. Who’s older? Him, but only by 4 months.
6.Who’s smarter? It depends on what we're talking about. But probably him.
7. Who’s temper is worse? I have a pretty bad temper. But he's calmed me down.
8. Who does the laundry? We more or less do our own laundry. But we switch off sometimes.
9. Who does the dishes? It depends, but its usually me when he's at school.
10. Who sleeps on the right side of the bed? I do.
11. Who’s feet are bigger? Him.
12. Who’s hair is longer? Mine, but he's trying to outgrow me. He's super excited he can put his hair in his mouth now.
13. Who’s better with the computer? HIM! I'm such an idiot and he's so into electronics. Fullsail kids...
14. Do you have pets? Yes, We have boo and chinny. Our babies fo sho.
15. Who pays the bills? His parents pay the rent, but we pay our own bills. If we go out we take turns paying.
16. Who cooks dinner? Jared... He's an amazing cook.
17. Who drives when you are together? He does. It would help if I knew how to drive stick.
18. Who pays when you go out to dinner? Take turns most of the time.
19. Who is the most stubborn? It depends, but I'm a pretty stubborn bitch.
20. Who is the first one to admit when they’re wrong? Neither. lol.
21. Who’s parents do you see more? Mine just because she lives in the same state. If his parents lived down here, I think we'd see them everyday lol.
22. Who named your pet? I named both.
23. Who kissed who first? It was more of a tease type of thing. He'd go in, I'd pull away, I'd go in, he'd pull away. I think I was the one who gave in, Just because we were having a marshmellow fluff fight =)
24. Who asked who out? Um, Idk, I just kinda moved in, and then it was understoof.
26. Who’s more sensitive? hmm. I cry more.
27. Who’s taller? He gets me by 8 inches.
28. Who has more friends? IDK?
29. Who has more siblings? He does. I don't have any, and I only have one cousin.
30. Who wears the pants in the relationship? We only wear pants when we go out, and that explains why we never go out anymore =)
|
|
|
[22 Oct 2007|12:05pm] |
Edit-
My perfect boy.
Honest Romantic Sweet Funny caring sensitive puts up with my shit cute Into the same music as me Adventureous Goes to shows Entertaining Same sense of humor as me Likes to party but not all the time doesnt do hard drugs likes small dogs likes cats gets along with my friends' his friends arent complete assholes Responsible isnt completely immature Likes to go out, and alone time equally Has time for me Likes me for me catches on quick Amazing Makes me feel special Doesnt check out/flirt with other girls understands that ill NEVER stop wearing make up Isnt still in love with his ex understands me Doesnt bore me likes to cuddle but not too much doesnt snore drives can support himself likes the beach doesnt annoy me knows when to stop Isnt a whore Is good in bed o=) likes to shop doesnt mind going shopping with me Isnt too jealous, but jealous enough to make me feel cared about complimentary likes to sleep doesnt mind how long it takes me to get ready isnt a dick isnt an asshole. smells good good kisser puts me first good sense of style creative understands no matter how skinny i am, ill always want to be skinnier. doesnt cheat open willing to try new things puts as much into the relationship as i do isnt twofaced will be there for me no matter what doesnt mind me getting bitchy and gossiping isnt an idiot doesnt mind my blonde moments can have fun thinks im amazing all around great guy likes to just lay with me likes pita pit likes planet smoothie understands sometimes i just need alone time nice. knows im unreasonable half the time and still loves me Makes me happy I make him happy. LOVES ME
I found him.
|
|
|
[16 Oct 2007|04:01pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
cold |
] |
I feel like no matter how hard I try, I cant seem to make to be happy with all aspects of my life. Theres always something missing.
Family, Friends, Love, Work. Not in that order of course. I don't know how to balance.
Right now I'm in Jareds make up class. I really can't stand this girl, but I can't help it, and I'm obviously going to keep my mouth shut. I know somethings up though. She ignores me and does everything in her power to just stay away from me. She won't even look at me. Maybe its because she's about 50lbs more than I'll ever be.
I got a new job, and I love it. I love my bosses more than I've ever like any of my "employers" before. It's so easy. And it's only on weekends. I'm doing teeth whitening, so if you want your teeth professionally whitened. Let me know.
Also the Paintball World Cup is coming up on the 23rd. I didn't think I would get the job because they said you had to be 21+, but not only did I get the job, but when I talked to the lady, she said she was making me assistant manager, and putting me completely in charge when she wasn't there.
I have been extremely fortunate when it comes to jobs lately. I just can't wait to get a car so I can start doing major work. I'm hoping for a Versa, or an Aveo. Who cares as long as it gets me from A to B
My birthday is this Saturday. I really don't have any desire to do anything but spend the day with my baby and my puppy. Hopefully go to Wasabi for dinner and get those amazing sweet and sour scallops and green tea ice cream. MMMMM.
Tonight I'm going to see The Academy is, with The Rocket Summer, and Armor for Sleep. First show in forever. I'm doing it for Island. My resume is becoming huge. Thank God. I want to work the Make up Show down in Miami, and hopefully by then I'll be able to get a hotel and stuff. It'll be a nice vacation in January.
I talked to my lawyer about the situation. Basically I have a clear cut case. I just left the teachers office and he's getting me the Dvd which I need to show my lawyer by next week. I'm sick of being fucked with by idiots that need to go back to highschool. =)
|
|
|
[06 Oct 2007|11:00am] |
I hate halo. I hate halo more than anything right now. It's so annoying. I think I'm going to break his game.
It's not even that it eats up alot of jareds time, I can go out in the living room naked, and have a conversation with him, and I doubt he hears any of it. And asking for a response is out of the question.
My mom is going nuts. I feel sorry for her. I can't imagine losing Jared and Boo. I can't believe someone stole peppy. Who does that?! She wants us to watch bella but she's way to big to stay in our apartment.
My cousin is like begging me to come to his 18th birthday party. Too bad he's a spoiled asshole, and since he couldn't have his birthday party last week, he had his mom move the "family birthday party" for all the september and october birthdays to who knows when and expects me to come. HAHAH.
Sometimes I wish I could put on weight. I ate soo much pizza last night, and woke up and I'm as skinny as can be. Maybe I should start dieting and exercising. I'm so lazy though.
|
|
|
[29 Sep 2007|08:33pm] |
I get the coolest stuff at the conventions I work.
I've got a sweet fake bake/spray tan. I have every single color eyeshadow you can imagine, in every single hue ever. I have bronzer, and tanning maximizer. I have well over 200 dollars in alcohol and mixers. Rose's Pear Mixer, which hasn't even come out yet.
I'm excited about a lot of the cute clothes I've gotten as well.
My birthday is the 20th. I kinda just want to stay in and spend it with my baby and boo. It's a Saturday.
lol I love it.
|
|
|
[02 Aug 2007|01:52pm] |







Life is good. Jared and I are happy. Boo is the cutest thing ever still. I got a modeling job with www.adorevintage.com I've had 3 photoshoots in the past week. I'm going to sarasota on sunday with jared to see his parents again. My grandparents and I are on good terms. My mom is still nuts. I'm happy.
|
|
|
[19 Jul 2007|02:41pm] |














oh and btw this girl is my new love. edie sedgwick

|
|
|
[08 Jul 2007|12:42pm] |
Last night I worked hot import nights 25 an hour for taking pictures with people and giving away tshirts. How easy. Plus I got in free and Jared got a wristband to get in as well.
|
|
|
[28 Jun 2007|04:13pm] |
102.
my current weight from being so sick
I tried to eat a cup of soup, I only finished less than a quarter
I just want to feel better
|
|
|
[27 Jun 2007|04:33pm] |
I'm in ohio.
I'm so sick its retarded.
I have a UTI that the infection spread to my kidneys, stomach and back.
sucks.
I cant even get out of bed.
|
|
|
[12 Jun 2007|01:17pm] |
I have bangs.
Everyone at the hair show loved it.
I'm still undecided
I had a blast at the hairshow.
I spent too much money.
I got alot of free stuff.
Jared and I got weekday Wet n Wild Passes
So if you wanna come with us.
|
|
|
[09 Jun 2007|05:47pm] |
So. I haven't felt good since thursday night when I had a panic attack at firestone.
But on a different note. Tyson is sooo adorable. He's just like he is on shear genius.
|
|
|
[07 Jun 2007|11:23am] |
I've posted more in the last 3 days, then i have in 2 months.
so. tyson is supposed to call me today... but...
i dont know what to do.
I dont know if i
a. want to get extensions so i dont have to cut my hair, possibly not get paid, have longer hair.
or
b. get a haircut and dye, get paid, but have possibly way shorter hair.
I wanted to get a haircut and then do extensions so i get paid and have longer hair, but they don't want me to, So i have to choose which company.
FUCK. help.
Some of the model calls are tomorrow, anyone wanna go?
|
|
|
[06 Jun 2007|11:16pm] |
I will not be a "lb" over 112 before my 19th birthday.
Excited about hair show.
Some people should just not be allowed to be friends with boys who have girlfriends.
|
|
|
[05 Jun 2007|10:03am] |
So.
The hair show is coming up, and I think I might be working with Tyson from Shear Genius.
Haha, Most of you probably have never heard of that show, But I watched every episode without fail. I'm excited.
|
|
|
[03 Jun 2007|07:59pm] |
I got a new number =)
gimme yours.
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
|
|
|
|